April 18, 2013
Good morning my sweet son,
I made it through one week without you. I’m not sure how or why one week feels like a milestone, but I made it. I didn’t think i would be able to. I miss you so much. Planning your funeral has been so full of marvelous experiences and yet so full of despair and sadness. I know that god is working in Zach and I through the loss of your life. I wish it didn’t have to be this way.
Tomorrow, we bury your body. Please know how much I adore you, miss you, and wish I could hold you once more. My son, I trust that god has a plan for us and that I will see you in heaven.