Leo, The past couple of days have been really tough. I had a dream about you a few nights ago. I was holding a brand new baby, it was my baby, and people were coming to visit me. Your aunt had a new baby too, and as all of our visitors marveled at the two […]
Leo, I really miss you. Looking at your pictures brings me so much joy and so much sadness all at once. It’s like a flood of emotions takes over me. I feel that it’s in those moments that I’m most vulnerable. Those times when I struggle to breathe, when I’m overwhelmed, confused, weak, those are […]
So, I’m going to break my usual format and write to you, my readers, instead of to my boy, Leo. I started this blog when Leo passed away. It was a place where I could go and tell my son the things I could no longer tell him, since he was gone. Surviving SIDS has […]
Leo, I started a new job this week. If you had asked me a month ago if I would leave UCSD, I would have said “No”. I was perfectly comfortable there and it was really the only thing left in my life that hadn’t changed. Since we sold our home, we have been looking to physically center […]
Surviving SIDS 