Conflicted

Leo,
Wow, life is crazy right now. I feel so close to God in one way and so far away at the same time. Does that make sense? It’s like, I fully trust in Gods plan, but I don’t feel him working in me the same way I used to. It’s probably just me ignoring gods gentle promptings. With the passing of your grandpa Augie, I have been so busy and focused on others and on other things that I haven’t taken the time to listen to what god is telling me.
I need to get better at praying. 🙂 that would probably help.
I have really been missing you. I’m still so heartbroken that you’re gone. Somedays I wish I be with you, but then I look at little Alys face and little Lily’s smile, and I think; how could I EVER leave them? I cannot wait to see you and yet, I still want to be here.
I’m feeling pretty lost and conflicted these days. As always, I love you with all my heart and I miss you like crazy.
Love you,
mom

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