Not moving forward

April 30, 2013
11:41 pm

Hi son,
I’ve visited your grave everyday since we buried you on 4/19. Your dad and I miss you beyond anything that words could describe.
We went to Disneyland today and were so happy to see a stork on the dumbo ride. We knew, that moment, that you were with us.
I’m struggling now more than I had been before. People are still very much “there for us”, but the world has started to move on, and that makes me sad.
I love you with every ounce of my being. I’m so sorry you died and I’m so sorry you aren’t here to experience life with me. But that is all selfish, I’m sure. Rest in peace my sweet angel. We will meet again soon
Love,
Mom

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