April 17, 2013 6:25 am Leo, The pain of losing you Is so fresh in my heart. I hate that you had to go. I hate that I cannot reach out and touch you; that my only chance of connecting with you is in my dreams or in a vision or sign of some sort. […]

April 16, 2013 2:54 pm Will you come see me, my angel When I go to sleep tonight? Will you hold me, my angel When in darkness there’s no light? Will you comfort me, my angel When tears stream down my face? Will you come see me, my angel When I lay you in your […]

April 15, 2013 4:08 pm Leo, Your death keeps playing over and over in my mind. I hope I never forget the sound of you taking your last two “breaths”, or the taste of your blood in my mouth, or the heart breaking feeling of my empty arms. I need this pain to remind me […]

April 13, 2013 6:53am Good morning my sweet baby, My heart aches today because I don’t have you in my arms. I’m sending you lots of kisses and a big hug. I slept with your blanket the last two nights. It seems silly, but it makes me feel a little better to have something of […]

April 12, 2013 2:36pm Leo, There are so many things that I “should” be doing right now. At the funeral home, I thought that I should be pushing your stroller into the handicap stall in the bathroom and I was so sad to realize that I wasn’t pregnant and I didn’t have you in a […]