#8daysoftrust – Day 1

    Zach and I were supposed to go to Disneyland this morning. We had gone to Disneyland the night before and were debating whether we should go again or just start heading home. As we approached the Mickey and Friends parking structure, we started to realize just how crowded Disneyland really was. I suggested we […]

3 years

Hi Leo, Today is your three year angelversary and I miss you just as much today as I did three years ago.  I have learned to recognize the signs and symbols you show me to remind me that you’re still around, but I still miss your physical presence and being able to be with you […]

Miss you

Leo, I miss you.  I can’t stop thinking about you. I want you back. I feel so alone sometimes.  My brain echoes with the horror of finding you lifeless in our bed.  That moment haunts my every thought.   When do I get to see you again?  Why can’t I fill my head with memories […]


Leo, Have you ever sat by the water’s edge and watched the ducks swim around?  I know you and I didn’t get to do that together, but maybe there’s a pond in Heaven that’s filled with ducks near the playground where you run around with your friends. They seem to just glide across the water, […]