Sometimes I find myself feeling so dizzy. I think that the stress of losing you, of watching over your sisters extra carefully, of waiting for a final cause of death, of mourning, is getting to me physically. There are days when I just can’t stop crying and I literally cry all day long. Then there are other days when I feel hopeful and like everything will be okay one day.
I don’t know…I’m all mixed up. I miss you so very badly and I love you with every piece of my heart.
Good night my sweet son,