April 26, 2013
I think I’m supposed to help others who have suffered a great loss. I’m realizing that there isn’t any faith based support groups that I can easily find. Also, there aren’t any support groups in South Bay or in kaiser. What a shame because I need help immediately and it isn’t really available. I feel a calling to help others. I also heard god tell me today not to lose momentum. I wondered what that meant but I think he meant this.
What a beautiful boy you were, my son. I have learned so much from your short life and your sudden death.
I love you. I love you. I love you.