Leo,
I’m so lost. I’m so confused, overwhelmed, and just complicated. My emotions are so mixed up right now. I miss you and I wish you were still here.

Today, your dad’s cousin had her second baby. We are so thrilled for them. It reminds me of bringing Lily home from the hospital. I saw the picture they posted of her, and it made me sad. I want to run to them and warn them about SIDS. I want to make sure they never ever feel the loss that we do. We want to help…but how can we?

I am so sleepy and emotionally exhausted. I love you and I hope to see you in my dreams.

Love,
Mom