Miss you

Leo, I miss you.  I can’t stop thinking about you. I want you back. I feel so alone sometimes.  My brain echoes with the horror of finding you lifeless in our bed.  That moment haunts my every thought.   When do I get to see you again?  Why can’t I fill my head with memories […]


Leo, Have you ever sat by the water’s edge and watched the ducks swim around?  I know you and I didn’t get to do that together, but maybe there’s a pond in Heaven that’s filled with ducks near the playground where you run around with your friends. They seem to just glide across the water, […]

Close to You

Hi Leo, I was driving down the road alone one day (I know, how did I pull that off with three kids?) when suddenly I was overcome with intense sadness.  At first I thought it was me, missing you. It was but a brief moment before I realized that the feelings I had; my breath […]